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Dreaming on the Internet

by Phoenix Mundy

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Why spend your time filling a big wide mind with worries about a pension? You'll get right without a lifelong checklist concerning your redemption Middle-aged with nothing left to do, you'll be diluted through and through never nurtured what you should have, but on paper you looked pretty good Passed on your legacy and made proud your family and now you sit back comfortably to focus on what's left of you Your brother's boots left their prints in all the wrong directions so we scrubbed him from our tree; for strangers there will be no resurrections no exceptions
2.
Turn and face all the times you've been absent always dreaming of what comes next turned to stone on a conveyor belt, you base your future on regret but the rays, they were fleeting it was flawless for a day but now it stands, alone in the dark present muffled by what's to come but you rattle your brains for a part A cup of flowers, left to wilt and wither on the family quilt to taint the fabric with its guilt and leave you pacing what you built but the blanket's swelling like a chest to put the plastic eye to rest and draw you on another page, a silhouette in a golden age
3.
Silver ink loiters on a scratchcard we scratch on through to the paper side the numbers that await me seem so intricate and crazy it's a carnival and I float on by The hilltop gleams as sunlight streams a hundred smiling colours bursting at the seams Now there's people: never made their entrance known, they've always been there and they curiously probe with faded hands Sit back, tune in leave your mind at bay hear the static, turn it up see what it has to say and it seems innate someone you've always known and it leaves its bait in answers only shown Then I drift slowly through the maybes til I'm only a barrel in the tide I stretch my legs in the chasm of a synapse where the questions ricochet around my mind Is this right or is it wishful? Am I just a petri dish full of a million chain reactions under unforgiving law? Only born of basic instinct so what's the point of even feeling anything at all?
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I sat down with a clock with no hands everything dried up, from pools into sands as the rays shimmer down you forget your own thirst wrapped up inside you and ready to burst Got us all lined up, perpetual chain they peer through the window of the carriage of their train sending hand me downs, already too small for each piece of paper we scramble and maul Oh my little darling, you'll be fine cross my arms to my chest, no holy wine we'll wade out to sea, you and me there's no storm, I tell you home is debris
5.
Rays 04:56
Time flies when you're on the run nobody's daughter and nobody's son Don't let the wind or rain roll in to scrutinise or wipe away your sin Got caught in the sun and your toasted your little fingers and your toes and never noticed that you built its home, made its bed and invited it in Fingers worn down to the bone, you incited it Don't trip up on yourself, don't trip up on yourself cause the lion's woken and it's making its way Don't sigh or wash yourself away til you're a ruin with nothing to say You'll only wither as you walk back through the dirt in nowhere's shoes and yesterday's shirt
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Fall 05:42
Better hurry now, the water's only rising reached your door somehow can't conceive surviving don't run, don't bury your head and fall and fall Winter has stung stamped down in stony boots wound you highly strung Shake it off and grab your map with an ink-stained hand and fall, and fall So, where'd the time go? Turn the lights out, build a corner Wither away
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You've opened your doors again and the inward gust is familiar You're feeling restless, twitching Between four walls an endless itching You're a live wire, on standby So dusk looks down again Another day through a revolving door and the hum sets in, you're reeling nothing ever seemed appealing You're a live wire, on standby
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Puzzled impulse, churn and bloom behind a foolish eye needles pulling nerves into a puppet of a guise and you haven't moved the ridges that the sky was crouched behind but the smog wrote you a note with everything you'd need to find a seed to grow a tree to send you sailing into shade and a bucket full of water in which maybe you could wade If I made a picture book I thought the center page would see us standing on forgotten hills, before they were our stage the air seemed brighter and the grass just looked so tall I'd sketch us in the ripple of our dusty waterfall
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Thumbnails 04:15
Sweet lulling, soft voices indifferent neon blue vacant faces in safe spaces like mother's womb At your fingertips, anything you want what you want's not what you need transfixed by convenience all of the time and missing out So sketch us out in zeroes and ones fragments of lives as thumbnails enhanced and arranged and put on show Pale moments, fast and fleeting would have lost them anyway crystallise and erase the shadows hearts still beat when lost in delay
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Pillars 05:38

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Second LP by Patchwork Guilt.

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released November 22, 2015

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